Netcees - Nightmare

I guess I'm just chasing dreams
been stumped to the dirt
so many times
I guess that's why
there ain't no waking me
I'm what forsaken be
life can be
so cruel when a life's taken
it's the things that seem to make or break a G
with forces
to over power and over see
like a crest in the wave
at point break
something like skating sea
cause I either skate or die
sleep with the fishes
or try to skate to escape the pain
but all the scripts of anger written
somehow seem to just turn to rage
just like another page
written like a prescription
for pain relief
and I'm always so fucked up
I can hardly ever finish dinner
or find my keys
cause I self medicate
just so this sick psycho
don't knock the ghost off his cycle
and make Satan pleased
So I stay smoking weed
cause it feels like if I don't
people would have to stay away from me
I have no patience...
I am the patient
eating metal flakes
the brackets
after I bake them mentally
with straight jacket still strapped
waiting so patiently
for the laces and Jasons mask
to stop encasing me