Reoccurring Dream:

For years i’ve had the same dream and never known what it means
back at my grandparents, happy, how life’s sposed to be seen
Over the years as I’ve grown old, that mind space slowly decreased
think my grandparents house my happy place, its holdin’ my peace
And in this dream its all good, no longer hold any pique
Family all around, no longer lonely and weak
Not a fear inside my body, I’m just focused on me
Livin’ for fun, without a care, go with the flow and the breeze
Thats when the room fills up with water, its as cold as can be..
I swim for the door, reach for the nob, hoping to breathe
The whole house is over flowing, family no where to see
I swim slow out the back door, I’m still engulfed by the sea…
I look up and see the surface, air is close to my reach
Panic hits, body begging for air, convulsing, i scream
A final effort towards the top, As i get close to the peak…
my body locks up, my heart stops, and slowly i sink…