Drugs... SteveO post Malone
 

I just had YouTube up on my tv saw Steve O interview with Post Malone... it’s kind of lame interview but not bad.

Post only watched 18 minutes of it yet, but he must have snorted 2 huge nostrils full of coke before he went on. Probably thinking like... interview an hour.. can’t leave for a coke break. Let it drain haha. He’s snorting through out and when he gets a high clump he turns and semi gags. It’s really obvious he’s still coked up.

He seems like a nice guy, so whatever. But yeah if you watch that video he’s getting the gross coke drip out of his nostril every few minutes.

Steve O is the man, he went down about as far from drugs as can be and has been sober. I’ve been sober too.. if you don’t count alcohol or weed. Sober like 8 years off opiates. And it was a huge problem, I have opiates in my hand daily and I won’t do it. 8 years other than a few years ago broke my hand in a fight so they prescribed me Vicodin... but I took it and enjoyed it... and stopped. But o don’t think that really counts.

Anyway, anyone here still do drugs or have had a problem, kind of seems like KungGrip does but maybe he just drinks like I do.

Yeah look at that Steve O post malone new interview on YouTube... not sure what the youngins used to call it but we called it camel jawing... you’re just moving your jaw back and forth and acting like you’re chewing on something but you aren’t. All through this interview he’s doing it... shit will catch up to you. Eventually he won’t have money... and have a 1k a day habit.

Ive been on drugs for the better part of 15 years. There was one summer where i was on MDMA for a whole month. It's a prison, but so is life man. Is there a question here or just an observation?

Done it all. Heroin/opes was my vice.

Clean now. Been clean for a quite some time. Dont wven drink no more. Fuck it.

Done it all. Heroin/opes was my vice.

Clean now. Been clean for a quite some time. Dont wven drink no more. Fuck it.

My problem now is that i control it to a point i never implode. I may talk crazy here but professionally it's never ruined me. And we all know you can't get well without a crash. But honestly, i don't feel i need fixing yetm that may come, just not now and not in thw foreseeable future.

And honestly, what awaits you in sobreity when getting fucked up is always in the back of your mind? A constant everyday struggle? I'm good thanks.

Also, if it's Steveos podcast hes been sober for like 10 years

Pussies

Welcome to adulthood.

Yeah. Other than being in incarcerated, then parole, and various in patient rehabs I haven’t been sober more than probably 2 months ever.

I am glad at least I quit doing hard drugs after jail though. Because now I keep the money I make, and don’t do anything illegal other than transactions. I used to steal in many many different ways, and lie to everyone all the time etc.

But I started drinking which before ‘being on paper’ I drank at like, large parties or if someone would drag me to the bar, once or twice a month. Now I drink everyday and if I don’t bang down 3-4 beers by early afternoon I feel weird and shaky. If I’m working a ‘real’ job at the time I just take some little airplane shots of vodka and drink them at lunch or throughout.

So yeah the drinking is to a really bad point, but still better than where I was with opiates.

But yeah, in jail I didn’t even trick myself into what I’d do when I got out... in rehabs I tricked myself a bit, but in the back of my mind I basically always knew I wouldn’t.

I've been drunk and I've been sober and i can tell you that sobreity is just as much of a detriment and addiction as alcohol is

If you're a prick, you're going be a drunk prick or a sober prick.

The substances aren't the problem, the problems you internalize like a faggot are. Grow a set of balls and talk about them

I don’t have any deep seeded issues.. I wasn’t molested.

I’ve now got hatred toward police and society as a whole because I dug self into a hole.

My issues now are being 30 a felon, large gaps in employment that can be verified on paper.. and lack of confidence or belief for that I’ll ever be able to do it. But that came post drugs and alcohol, not prior.

I think you may have the same anger any young black man has when everyone tells you the world is plotting to murder you (Its not)

That's gotta be confusing and maddening

Why can't they just tell you that if you go to class and dont sell drugs you can do anything you want? (You can)

Also, your problems are only as big as you make them. The biggest problem would be not acknowledging them

Lol, nah it’s not that I didn’t grow up with a chip on my shoulder...I didn’t know anything different, just legally fucked up... and was poor etc... public defender... legally raped.. don’t think it happened because I was black... happened because I couldn’t afford a cheap lawyer.... would happen to anyone of any color unless you got lucky on a certain day certain judge.



Fuck em all though 666 kill em all.

Yeah but sounds like first charge. You shouldnt get time for a first charge even with a duty counsel unless it was a huge charge. I was the same way but never got huge time

3rd charge, none of it was really serious it just sounded like it was... and I really got fucked by the long dick of the law because I couldn’t afford a lawyer and had family/friends/girlfriends that didn’t have a lot of money and were mad enough at me that they wouldn’t anyway.

Stop blowing dudes in bathroom stalls bro

They threw the book at the bathroom stall blowjob bandit