Walking home from school with light up sneakers-
Rain drizzlin down, wish her shoes had high end speakers-
Hands muzzled her sound as he played finder's keepers-
Now I can't show my face as wine outlines my finest features-
Time's my weakness, outspoken as my mind confines my deepness-
He's going on death row. I'm the one who should be finding Jesus?-
I can't unwind I'm speechless, I kinda despise this preacher-
For even saying a prayer to this fucking mindless creature-
Decisions are like mountains to climb & mine are steeper-
You can try to pry inside but you know my eyes are ether-
Holy water for a soul even tho he's a fire breather-
What should I believe since your nothin' but a liars teacher!-
My alcoholic remedies step up to swing & hit my liver-
I hate my daughters death but do I wish death upon the sinner-
Do 2 wrongs make a right? Nothing left to give the winner-
I'm so stressed & lose a breath when she doesn't sit for dinner-
I have nothing left within' my chest I wish I had a kiss to give her-
I feel like she was hunted nothin' but shark bait-
Raped and then killed and cut with a sharp blade-
As my entire body chills inside of this dark place-
But to see him actually die really sparks flames-
So should I stay strong or fold like a card game-
Keep on drinking even tho my fuckin' heart drains-
Way too much thinkin' despite I have a smart brain-
I'm constantly sinkin' each and every one of my scars stain-
My daughter was deprived so should I live life the fullest-
He's gonna die so should I? have half the mind to pull it-
A rock & a hard place, I guess I should jus' bite the bullet-