Netcees - fuck a structure

Every day it's the same thing ya wake up and get dressed
Only to remember that it's a new day with the same stress
You play it safer than latex and reply with lol every message that you may text.
But I see you and I see the pain
as you inhale through your nose to get that last line of cocaine.
Off the picture frame of your dead family members that you refuse to give a name to.
It hurts my soul to know I cant love you in this condition
But I made the decision with you to keep it hidden.
A lack of supervision is exactly what the problem isnt.
Cuz I've made plenty of visits just to watch you while you did it!
I cried every time you looked at me with blood shot eyes
But I saw through the lies
You said that you're sorry but I know you're just high
So when you tell me you only do it so you can get by,
You aint gettin shit by me
Cuz I know that you're just gonna sit there and die!
So no I cant love you,
No not like this,
Cuz I cant imagine somebody as strong as you going out like this.
Play some fuckin music
Get inside your head and just lose it
Do what ever the fuck it takes to take that cocaine and NOT use it!
You're a beautiful disaster but a disaster none the less
And every line that you do leads you to a shorter line to your death.
And you aint stupid nor are you blind or are you deaf
I know that you cant ignore all the signs until your dead
Because one of these days you'll only have one of these days left

Now how can I just stare at this
Situation,
I'm feeling impatient like a therapist awaiting an explanation
It's so embarrassing ain't it?
Knowing you gotta problem but not caring who's tainted, I hate it!
I'll break the fuckin doors down just to get you to stop,
Get you the help that you need even if it calls for callin the cops.
I want it all to just stop!
Take it all away, the pipes and the rocks
The money the ambition to keep up with these drugs till you drop.
Strip you down to your soul just to show that you ain't evil,
Cupid shot you in the heart, forgot his arrows and used a needle
And you ain't the only one there are thousands of people,
That fight the same demons and just beg to be peaceful.
Most would rather die than to keep using that shit
Not realizing that they'll die just by using that shit
So quit choosing that shit!
Cuz whenever you question life and get loose with your lips
Talking about suicide until your blue in the lips
Force yourself to quit throw away even just a few of those hits,
And remember by doing so that you're choosing to live!