Netcees - HateBadweather-Hate What You're Afraid Of (prod. Lil Bo Weep)

https://soundcloud.com/roach-badweat...od-lil-bo-weep

lyrics:
the sad man said "i hate what i fear."
ends didn't meet what i made in a year
alone in a room, and estranged from my peers
only got two friends, shame and a beer,

blurring up my vision till the pain disappears
till i wake in the morning, it's painfully clear
my reflection is starting to change in the mirror
old man staring back's got grey in the beard

ignored what i said, so a drain full of tears
can explain in a mere second...
didn't jump off the ledge but i'm dangling here
fingers break where you keep steppin'

learning from each lesson is harder than it looks
the constant promise God lives in a book
and i fought it as hard as i possibly could
till i had no options, so I opted i would

And as I'm touching myself, I know I'm rushing to Hell
God hates adulterers and drunkards as well
And I'm both, just a hermit with nothing to shell
Consider reading The Book collecting dust on the shelf

something's gotta change had enough of myself
this chemical imbalance corrupted my cells
living up in a realm, i'm too flustered to tell
…if I'm causing harm, since nothing has helped

my assumption is "well, you better move out"
"don't like your surroundings then find a new house
another subtraction from the sums you amount
just another Interruption, food in the mouth….

A mile in your shoes, i won't walk that
the same reason why God won't talk back
but what would I know 'cept not a damn thing
bought virgin blood inside a canteen

numb to the evils that all man bring
another narrow miss from the shots glancing

over my nugget..i'm over it fuck it
it seems life itself is over my budget

payments are owed, no one is budgin'
i'm ready to move and i'm packin' up luggage
no breakfast or dinner, no wonder i'm lunchin'
the preacher's are hugging…my mother knew somethin'.