I realize now I can't stop the evil and malevelence
It's time I accept it and let the demons come and settle in
The nights I'm scratching the wooden walls, wailing my head
In the morning finding the flakes of all my finger nails and flesh
Or stale and wet, covered in somebody else's blood
But I can taste it, human life, so sexy that I fell in love
Fell in love, with the murder, the slaughter of the living
Sitting down the father, while his daughter's limbs are missing
That's just the beginning, I'll let him pursue with his mourning'
Then proceed to make him pick what I do with her organs.
See they say I'm crazy, insane or just a plain pyscho
The type to take intestines and veins and turn em into a tightrope,
What they don't know.. I grew up in darkest house on the blackest street
I was only a toddler when my father bled my mom on the mattress sheets
Every night he would place her head on my bed side when I was fast asleep!!
But I grew up and I was way more wicked, way more slick and sadistic
I embraced the devil and became so sick and twisted
Hallucinations, so thick and vivid
"I'd walk down the block, see humans hung from the tree tops
I'd see heroin addicts with needles right after they detox
I see children get raped and murdered
What I've seen could never be worded"
So ya'll may think I'm known as the boy who lost it,
But when I'm not banging my face on the toilet faucet,
Maybe, you'll see me standing alone outside my sinister house
If not, then you'll here my whispers come out

'If you hear this sick voice, then you know that deaths ashore
Cause this life, I was born into mine and I don't mind it anymore"