Smoked for my first time in over a year last night
 

Disaster. I smoked the two grams of sour D my friend brought, which was great, but the party got intense and I was too high to handle it. Some white supremacist gang started breaking bottles on dudes heads and breaking Shit in the neighborhood. Everyone was scrambling around tryna leave, and I couldn't find my ride.

Plus the party was in a whole different town than mine and my phone was dead. So all the good things basically.

Eventually I found some friends and 7 of us crammed into my dudes Honda civic . The fucking worst

i wont even smoke in social situations anymore bro

weed for me, is meant to be smoked when im ignoring the world. i could be chilling in a room with like 2 people and still overthink everything and just BUG OUT

the more i read i think its because i started smoking so young before my brain was fully developed and it can lead to the PSYCHOSIS and even schizophrenia and shit. with me its just super paranoia. think everyones looking at me and thinking/talking about me when i aint around

so word if im partying and shit its booze and other drugs strictly

Yeah weed ain't the best partying drug. I much prefer chilling out when I smoke