i wish nobody knew me
 

and i had no family

i fucking hate everyone and just want to be left alone

ITS TOO MUCH TO ASK THO

WHY DO YOU NEED MY COMPANY

FUCK OFF AND LET ME

BE

Ok :'(

no

someone photoshop an emo joe flacco for my avy YO

but word i really do get annoyed at everyone. i gotta go get a desk from work tomorrow, and somehow there are plans already made where im going to my moms tomorrow, and visiting my sister, which i knew nothing about until now

and i try to cancel and you think i just stabbed them both in the fucking heart

just fuck off

then i got retards wanting to party and kick it tonight, and fucking fat bitches texting me

let me be motherfuckers

i just want to eat lasagna, beat off, make beats, and play video games this weekend on my new setup with my crazy desk i got for free

BUT NO

than before i know it its monday again and im back at the fucking plantation busting ass and i come home and on weekdays im way to tired to do anything and for me to get a good session in i need more than a few hours before i have to go to sleep and do it again

weekends aint long enough

FUCK EVERYTHING

You sound like me before I had a kid and my entire family died. It only gets worse.

yeah try that with 3 kids lol.

everything I do has nothing to do with me.
I havent had a day off all year. I just bought a shit load of games
on steam everything was 60 to 80 percent off. but I wont be able to play
them for months.

yeah family sucks.

Real talk, you might have a combination of depression and bipolarism

niggas drown your kids wtf?

but nah im glad i don't have any. don't want any either. i mean on paper raising a little uhoh would be the shit. but i watched that brian and the boz 30 for 30 and it kind of turned me off onto my grand scheme of having a kid and making him into ray lewis. and if i had a girl i would be lost.

i want a vasectomy, but i think my isolating habits and my penchant for delivering buttsex is enough.

You're one of my favourite people.

Do what I do...don't do anything.

Turn your phone off and lock yourself inside...nothing good is outside.

Rly tho.

i dunno about bipolar, i've been diagnosed with depression and social anxiety tho, but i don't believe in make believe diseases.

i'm not depressed when im doing what i want to do, and i don't like people. thats not a disease, thats a personality trait.

fuck you and your pharmeceuticals you DEVIL. not you PHIL. <3.

THE MAN

TRYING TO KEEP POOR PEOPLE RUN DOWN AND IN THE DIRT. oh YOU ARE UNHAPPY BECAUSE YOUR LIFE IS MISERABLE? TAKE SOME OF THESE AND CONTINUE BEING MISERABLE BUT NOT ACKNOWLEDGE IT

HOW BOUT FUCK OFF DOC

only unicorns have depression.

Bro there are so many things that we take for granted. I've felt exactly like you before and once I truly got to be "alone" and no one wanted me around, those were some of the darkest days ever.

I can tell you this. Each day is new. Each time we see someone we've know for our entire lives for the first time each day is a new experience. We just get cocky, selfish and self centered. Lose sight of that and before you know it, were regretting what we don't have anymore.

Paradoxically, we never had it to begin with. Everything is on loan in this short life of ours. Even the "family" we have. Might as well enjoy it while we're here. Just my 2 cents.

^Truth..

Agreed^

wooord to @Untold one hundreeddd

take this NEG

THE LOT OF YOU

not really, but word duh you miss your fam when they're gone

but they AINT

SO THEY CAN FUCK OFF

now let this thread die like any hopes of me being stoned playing shadows of mordor tomorrow

lmao

It will all be OK, my dude.

Dude, you got to learn to set some serious rules for yourself and stop beating yourself up over how other people react on expectations they have made of you. You can only change those fucked up expectations if you stop acting how they expect you to act. Might make some enemies, but it sure as hell is better to be free to do what YOU want. It's time to say enough is enough and take the weekend off, if you don't do it this weekend at least do it the next. You deserve some time for yourself man.