Who are you really ?
 

Be honest.

I have been

But like if you mean in the grand scheme, nobody
No one is, really, on a long enough timeline, which is weird
Also on the scale of the universe in which we live, I’m laughably inconsequential. Not from MY perspective, obviously, but certainly when viewed objectively.

Im a balding bearded toothless hooligan that fixes dents and rust on other peoples cars, and spends my free time in my room playing video games, consuming too much porn, and fucking the occasional escort or lately college ho's who don't view what they do as prostitution since they meet people like me on seekingarrangement instead of backpage lmao

but thats pretty much it. my life is the same everyday pretty much. do nothing but work all week, watch shitty tv shows and youtube videos, and on the weekends play video games and get into the deepest levels of perversion possible

ive been holding off honestly, like it used to be 2 weekends a month i'd fuck with ho's but recently its been like 1 weekend every few months. i've just descended into like 5 hour wackoff sessions with my htc vive VR porn and just regular HD porn and shit. there is so much now its ridiculous, with manyvids and cam models and instagram whores, to regular amateur porn and even the big company porn shit. i've fallen in deep

too real?

Portal Guardian.

I manage the dairy department of a grocery store, & am a raging alcoholic & drug addict constantly trying to keep the demons at bay.

A failure.

When can you talk this week?

Throwing the podcast y’all did up today on the channel

I’ll leave my answer to this for when we talk cus I get what this thread is about in context to that

What are ur defining qualities and characteristics

I love you


Exactly what I wanted to hear


Be uh oh netcees

Ya. Thats me

I'm painfully average and fuck up every huge exciting and new opportunity I get to the point of unemployment time and time again. Even at the smallest sense of an obstacle I fuck off rather than dealing with it if things come in the way of doing what I want to do. I smoke weed, done MDMA (once) and drink a bunch of alcohol despite being on NDRIs which always fucks me up in weird ways that can't be compared to when I'm off them. On paper it shouldn't fuck with my brain too much but it sure as hell feels like it and it excites me in a dangerous self destructive way which in itself is a form of escapism. Every day is a constant battle of not doing something stupid or over working myself into getting myself in new potentially dangerous and/or financially bad situations. I'm a board game/video game addict by day and play with fire at night, balance and stability feels weird and foreign.

the fucking man... thats who.

If there was only one thing you could change that would make your life better what would it be?

I probably think too highly of myself when it comes to skill in subjects I'm interested in.

I probably think too lowly of myself in every other way

I am who I know I am but who are you?
Let’s be honest here, I can’t know anyone else is conscious or that I’m the original conscious being I was before.
I feel I think I’m better than others and smarter cus of my writing, or at least I do sometimes. I feel AGT is bullshit when it comes to rapping because every kid on there sucks at writing. At 13 learning to rap is easy. Creativity, storytelling, multis, all technical skills and a formula for a dope song imo.

Who knows if I’m actually a 20 year old college student, could be a 13 year old Catholic or 40 something in a midlife crisis

your a 0 Year Old Faggot STFU

@Amen I choose you

Ur 13 bro?

What am I being chosen for?

I'm just me...had the same alias since like forever.

Who are you ? How do you view or define youR self ? What personality traits define you? What do you love ? What do you aspire for ?


Morning bro

Good morning.


I'm a successful asshole who's proud of the person I've become coming from the life I once lived. I got myself away from the streets and turned my life around. I worked my ass off to get an education and found a career I've excelled in and will provide a great living for my family and amazing future for my children.

What defines me. I'm fairly level headed and enjoy boarding. I waste more time on netcees then I should, tbch. But arguing with some of you is priceless and I've gained a lot of insight from the personalities I've encountered. I think it's an outlet for me. I deal with a lot of people considering my field/career whom aggravate me on a daily basis but that is life and comes with the job, I guess. I'm an OSH engineer. SO some of you may not like me but my personality fits my career. It's me. If you ever worked in a construction or warehouse environment and you'd liked the "Safety Guy" then you probably were an ass kisser. They are hard to get along with. I believe a lot of people take my posts out of context, too. Outside my professional career - everyone but you guys gets along with me... I love to roast and crack jokes. I never take anything personal. This is all fun to me and utilized to pass time as I sit in the office and do boring shit like make policies/procedures and input data in to OSHMS.

What do I love? I love god, my family and life. MY hobbies consist of coaching my children's sports teams, cars and street bikes. I'm immature to the point I will pull up and race anyone from light to light - especially the piece of shit hondas lol... I hate Hondas lol... BUt race them just to rub in their face how much hondas suck. There are times where I boast a little too much but thats only because I come from a hard place and extremely proud of where I am now - which I'm sure you can relate. I aspire to be the best person I can be, for myself, family and job. Every day I strive to be better then the person I was the day before. I always look at things from an optimistic perspective - glass half full instead of empty.

Hard work pays off. Nothing wrong with boasting from the top of the mountain when you've climbed from under sea level while most started at the top or were placed half way up the mountain, feel me?

Really don't have much more to say. Other then, if you knew me outside of the internet you'd probably agree that my internet persona is taken out of context but I'm the person posting behind the persona for sure. No different other then everything is cut and dry with me, black and white.

I know most will criticize this post and object bu the fact of the matter still remains - I don't give a fuck what any of you feel or think about me. I will forever continue to be me, fair?

so many people not caring about what other people think while stuck in a recursion loop of trying to win people's attention and/or affection so they can tell them how much they don't care

what a strange place this is

Ok. It’s a lot

But I’m trying to digest it


I find it interesting that the first word you use to describe yourself is asshole. Are you comfortable with that ? Who wants to be a asshole ?

Have you not lived in PA your entire life? What street aspects did you escape ?

Obv we don’t have to discuss any of this if it bothers you.

No hush is just flexin lol he’s exempt cus he flexes so hardest and amen care? Not even

https://www.grammarly.com/blog/indef...cles-a-and-an/

For anyone interested

NO, I moved to PA full time 2 years ago. I grew up on 132nd southside Richmond then moved to Astoria when I was 19. Lived there my whole life until I began making real money and bought my 1st home in PA the summer of 2012 just for the weekends off a lake in the Poconos. Flipped that one and bought another and moved in full time.

I don't try to be an asshole, I just am one. It's who I am lol... I'm sarcastic and blunt. Most people don't like that... And refer to me as being an asshole lol. In this day and age the truth is often perceived as "hate".

Nothing bothers me on here. We can discuss w/e.

lol richmond DELZ TO THREAD PLS @uh-oh find me thanks i demand it

Richmond hill and Astoria are nice areas right ?

Anyways

Second paragraph you mentioned boarding right Away


Is it quite imPortant to u?

Astoria is ok, however I lived right of 21st and 23ave. Queens Bridge lol. Richmond/Jamaica queens is not nice at all lol.

No it's not but I do find myself wasting a lot of time doing it. Not so much when I'm out of the office anymore. Hardly post when I leave work.

It’s all relative I guess

this is just a costume to level the cognitive dissonance. u want people to like u but they don't so u say u don't want them to. pretty simple. as far as your so called truths......maybe this is the most dislikeable thing about u....u speak authoritatively about things u have no knowledge of and then righteously defend drastically incorrect statements or positions of arguments that u should've never even entered or spoken on in the first place. has nothing to do with perceiving u as a hater....I perceive u as an idiot who talks too much.

Wrong but I'll give this one a go.

It's not that I want people to like me at all - like me cool, don't ok cool. I don't care. It's typically when people get passed the "Asshole" part is when the relationship movies forward. It's just getting past the asshole part - that is the challenge. It's not like I got out of my way to be one, I just guess I come off as one. But people have often said; "Once you get to know him for who he is - he's cool" - I just make it difficult for people when "Getting to know me". I often don't click well with other assholes like yourself.

was this not the stand every member of the podcast took in the first 20 minutes though

i think it's an ncs problem not an amen problem

some people dont want to admit that they *do* care what ppl on this dumb forum think about them

even a little

bc if they didnt...

they wouldnt be here. and they sure wouldnt do hour-long recordings on the subject.

quote (veritas): "fair?"

Thank you.

Amen says he doesn’t care what bags thinks

Bags says he hates amen but studies his boarding moves like a scientist with a microscope. So much so he able to deconstruct amen to his purest form.

This whole circle jerk you guys got going is hilarious


All this passive aggressiveness gets me right in gooch

Keep on...

this is how i feel rn tbh

right...of course...my intentions weren't to say that amen is the only person with this issue....i only mentioned it to point out a glaring instance of it ITT. as stated in the latter portion of my comment, that's hardly my biggest issue with him......but it is an issue i take with everyone here and elsewhere....its frustrating seeing people delude themselves with self serving bias.