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Lenox 10-15-2018 11:02 PM

Depersonalization
 
Emotional depth lacking,
a basket case sadly, sadness & blackness - the definition of imagining.
socially drenched disaster.
momma, i think my pack was laced.
Senses filled with senseless banter..
I’m sober but it doesn’t matter,
Somethings wrong I think.
Sanity dancing on the brink,
schizophrenic chatter & developing cancer was all I could think.
This ‘disease’ will belong as long as I think.
Gonna need more than water & a sink.
Brain chemistry fried,
maybe I was never alive.
But what’s ‘alive’ when yours eyes are desensitized.
outside world resembles a virtual reality,
Inside world I battle with self like acid casualties.
On the battlefield. Anxiety shackles me.
Battered, bashing me bashfully.
Disaster-piece.
..sadness..
..sleep..

DMS 10-16-2018 10:06 PM

This was half decent

Lenox 10-25-2018 07:28 PM

Bump

Exis 10-25-2018 11:54 PM

Emotional depth lacking,
a basket case sadly, sadness & blackness - the definition of imagining.
socially drenched disaster.
momma, i think my pack was laced.
Senses filled with senseless banter..

Chea...could of also gone with 'package' instead of 'pack' but whatever, you opened dope.

Dug the anxiety shit as well, have a friend goin' thru major stuff regardin' that atm, apparently I trigger things off for her but she never say what actually I'm doin' wrong lol...

Good read bro, stay upwards.

Lenox 10-26-2018 08:38 PM

Much love bro thank you

veritas 10-27-2018 09:26 AM

This was depressing to read. I hope you felt better after writing it, sir.

Lenox 10-27-2018 05:58 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by veritas (Post 711144)
This was depressing to read. I hope you felt better after writing it, sir.


Sorry for not getting back to you veritas . I appreciate the quick responses. I will get back to u soon

Exis 10-29-2018 12:01 AM

Yo V throw up another joint, I'm in the mood to read your knowledge & feed...make it sudden though, this nigga only around like sorta never lol.

veritas 10-29-2018 05:56 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Exis (Post 711372)
Yo V throw up another joint, I'm in the mood to read your knowledge & feed...make it sudden though, this nigga only around like sorta never lol.

Very well.

veritas 10-29-2018 06:17 PM

Dropped

Exis 10-29-2018 10:57 PM

Fed...

Now uppity for Mr. Lenox!

Lenox 11-12-2018 04:20 PM

Bumping


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