If you actually took anything for what it is you’d realize I struggle greatly with self hatred

You struggle with self righteousness

You speak from above people and belt them with rocks, I speak from their sides but throw thing s in the air to hit him.

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Why do you hate yourself?

Tons of reasons. One main one relevant to the discussion would be my inability to see myself as a decisive winner without needing the approval of a made up audience. Like I have to rationalize things to a person or persons that exist in my own conscience and are my polar opposite otherwise I’m wrong.

I don’t think it’s healthy to hate yourself or love yourself too much either way but I’m not sure many people can find a good balance. I also think people are insane or naive if they’re perfectly balanced.

Wish I was naive.

Interesting.

How does that affect your relationships with people?

Amenritas the Mind Assasin

strength is in the humility of knowing that you are not responsible for humbling others. when youre consumed by pride you will feel regret for not entertaining your ego in allowing yourself to feel as if youre obligated to or justified in judging other people to the point of feeling a necessity towards controlling or changing their life unnecessarily.

once you are able to love yourself entirely you will be able to let your ego die.

bags out here giving motherfuckers free sage advice

not long ago he was writing sociopathic tirades about defecating on your infant newborn for disrespecting him.

how the turn tables.

lol repped

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lol life is good brotha. Can't complain a bit. You had an El Salvadorian jerri curl when I went ham on you a few years back. Glad you came around

Hahaha facts

Good to hear that my man

You don’t think actively attempting to love yourself can easily turn into a journey towards self importance and an equally toxic alter ego?

I feel like to go down that path i would have to someone become ignorant to myself? If that makes sense. Doesn’t seem healthier

You're wrong.

Love yourself a little more and hate less.

What you are basically saying is, you don't accept you for who you are but yet want to be accepted by peers. Accept yourself. You are you. No one of thing is going to change that but you.

Fuck that self hatred shit

Ima Fucking god nigga tf

I don't even know who tf I've become but I love it rt

You don’t feel like you’re putting on an act though? Like you’ve convinced yourself you’re actually better than most/any/all others?

I can’t lie to myself like that. Literally no one is perfect and most people are not even remotely close. Probably can make a topic out of this for the podcast with V and I’ll get more into my philosophy behind why self importance is ignorant

id say that you haven't truly grasped the concept of true love

that may be part of whats holding you back though...its not something that can be legitimately conceptualized without actualization

I think yes.....if you misinterpret what love is and then attempt to chase it with an idea of solely benefitting yourself then you would run the risk of narcissism and a toxic inflated ego

but don't delude yourself into thinking that ignorance is bliss and severing portions of yourself would help you love yourself fully.........by definition this is flawed logic

self awareness is the first step towards loving yourself completely and entirely. We need to be able to recognize our flaws and sacrifice our ego.... the ego wants us to think we need to be perfect in order to be something worth loving.

Why do you compare yourself to others anyways?

There is the problem. Your only competition should be the person you were yesterday.

I try and better myself every day and live to live better then I did the previous day. Nothing or anyone will take that away from me BUT me.

I think you’re both confusing me comparing things to specific others and society and stigmas as a collective thing

I don’t hold myself to being “good” by the idea of someone else is better but by the idea that I’m not beneficial enough to society

Kind of. Idk fully lol. I see where bags is coming from but I feel I’ve reached some of those points and they’ve led me further from what you’re saying is the goal

You said so in your post before that one.

That's what I was getting at. Seems you are struggling to accept yourself and you haven't. You are feeding your ego.

Like the true concept of love. I think from convos we’ve had/you had my relationship with my wife is as true as love and a spiritual connection as a relationship can get and cherish the fuck out of it and feel extremely lucky and you don’t seem to know that feeling or understand the sacrifices in life that situation requires

So in my mind our idea of love is different somehow, so I’m not sure your journey to loving yourself or maybe a better way to put it is you’re feeling of being content with yourself and/or future is different from mine or someone else’s. Not that hour idea of love is bad, or wrong, just more catered to your opinion on it

Also, makes sense why you beef with diode often.

Seems you are comparing yourself to him and don't want to be the lesser of a person when in reality - you shouldn't give a fuck.

Both of you are from 2 different walks of life. Another man's success or successes should never be your concern or envy. Focus on your own success or successes, dude. You allow your ego to get the best of you.

A wise man once told me, love yourself before anyone. Because if you can't love yourself, you won't love anyone else. You will just have the "IDEA" of love that's preached in society. And your relationships will suffer.

well yes obv our journeys to self realization and love will be different......obv?

Like I said before that post, more of a feeling of what is important to be beneficial to society. I don’t feel like need to argue with him to feel personally superior, I feel the need to challenge his self worth that I believe is inflated and a cancer to society. That is not a good way to look at things, but is how I look at things. My shitty outlook on how life should be lived is more the cause of my battle with myself, not a need to be better or similar to specific people I see as “perfect” or close to it.

Yeah but I’m just saying that might be a point of confusion for anything I’m saying to you. I feel most of what you’re saying but some of it isn’t relevant to my views so feel the need to point out areas like that. Cus I have issues

Again, why do you care, tho?

How's challenging someone else self worth benefiting you aside from just inflating your ego?

the Greek outlined 7 types of love that seem pretty logical to me and might help you to see the type of love im referring to ... it refers to familial love and love of your spouse also which is where youre seeing our point of contention.....but I haven't been referring to either of those forms of love.

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/b...e-7-types-love

philautia is the one im referring to....and you did accurately identify the negative portion of it but there is a positive version that can be achieved also.

Word never heard of that, will check it out

ideally you would attempt to achieve all of them and become super saaiyin love master 99

ideally

like b.b. rite

obv

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I’m dying

Some of y’all weird af
And need friends

vic put me to work @Hush

im hungry

i have an interview at harrahs here on the beach..but nigga

im used to the hustle

Thought you had a connect down there? Ain’t you home?

Hush don’t know anyone outside of his block

i wouldnt speak on anything you dunno

that is NOT the case, trust me. I know this for a fact

yeah idk if he could fwm now..im just reaching.

and i do have a connect ..but..logistics..make it..umm..

not enticing at the moment...

AT THE MOMENT

Oh in the other thread I thought you meant a deal with someone there. You must’ve meant your dude from Fargo country

I would hate myself too if I was fat white and ginger