Nah dude in a fucked up spot in a fucked up place with some fucked up lungs

But he still breathing and that's a god send

Please regale me with the details, young Ether

Don't worry, I'll wait.

I don't know the details of your whole relationship so this is all speculative, but the fact her ex was there is indeed very shady. I wouldn't automatically jump to the fact that the kid isn't yours. My gut assumption would be that the ex saw you were out of town and moved in. Or even worse, your girl made the move. I know that a woman needs emotional support for a birth, but if that kid is indeed yours her ex isn't the correct call for that role. Family is, and that's about it. There's obviously something wrong here. Either the kids yours and one of those two are up to something, or he's not. I'm not sure which is worse. What's her relationship with said ex? Even if they're still friends, this is unconscionable. I hope for your sake it's your son and the ex is the douchebag, not her. If that's the case this will still be a wound, but one that can be resolved through time and conversation if it's handled correctly and both your minds are in the right place. I hope for the best, both for your son's health and for the drama. This topic shows you were trying to do right and the original post read as serious concern and duress. Be the best person you can be no matter how this situation turns out. Head up brah.

Damn strik I'm sorry to hear that man.

Wish u the best, god bless

i dunno

handle ur business fam

hmu if ya need me

More like cowardly.

That's why I don't like tags, it means people can hide like bitches @Whys Ways.

Cue a lame, corny, and totally predictable tag aimed at me.

:)

:(

Mean.

rican i dont think we can be ebudz anymore

:(

Well, I'm back.. just returned to Urbana.. I spent the night there. Going back tomorrow too.

I want to thank everyone who wished me well during this time.

My son is hooked up to a bunch of shit in this room & they would only let me see him briefly. Doctors have said there is a 50/50 shot he makes it.. they are mostly worried about heart failure. Everything else about him is healthy as can be but there's some kind of valve issues w/ his heart. He's really little & I broke down when I saw him.. he is my only child born & I pray SO MUCH that he lives.

The whole thing w/ the ex bf was blown outta proportion.. he was already at the hospital for another reason.. & there was no crying on his part. I asked my girl about what I was told on the phone by her mother, & she was like wtf are u talking about.. yeah he was here.. but I was only one crying ect.. she got hella pissed from seeing what I was trying to insinuate. Apparently he was emotional but there were no tears.. mostly because of his own issues there at the hospital(I didn't ask what they were.

I slept in the room in a chair right beside her & watched basic cable all night.. she slept peacefully for the most part. The incision scar on her belly is crazy tho.. I felt terrible.. actually I felt like a complete jackass for having certain thoughts cross my mind about the whole situation too. She's innocent, I can tell... tho I'll still have the DNA test done at some point just to be %100 sure.

She told me the doctors want her staying admitted there for at least another 2-3 days for observation & what not. \

Out of nowhere this excruciating pain hit her midsection while she was doing laundry at her moms house.. she had to be rushed by ambulance... there was nothing up to that point that gave her any reason to think the baby would be born prematurely.. no pains.. no doctor warnings.. nothing.

THis shit is so crazy & my head is so fucked up.. I just pray my son makes it out of this & doesn't die.

I will be crushed if he gets taken from me.

good luck man hope ur sons ok

hope your son pulls through, brother

Word, hope everything goes well for you and yours. You're going through some heavy shit atm, I wish you all the best.

All I can do is pray & pray some more.

Everyone is optimistic.. he's having open heart surgery soon.. today or tomorrow.

The surgery will be the tell tale sign if he'll make it or not... whether or not it's successful.

I really need to get my mind off this shit... I'm all worked up.. I'm not leaving the house.. I'll be on here & watching football trying to distract myself.

I just took a damn xanax & smoked.. will prolly be doing that throughout the day & evening.

This sucks so much.

I will pray for you tonight, God is with you.

How early was your son born? If you dont mind me asking.

Here's to hoping the skins can cheer u up a bit today bro.

Word @Meth.. I don't know what their prob is.. they can't tackle all of a sudden. Hideous defense. I will not be surprised by an L tbh... but I'm hoping for that W.
@Masaii a lil over 2 months.. he's 6 lbs 8 oz

A positive is for only growing for 7 months... 6lbs 8oz is s very healthy weight ... I pray for you and yours man

Ur in my prayers brother

Let this child live in Jesus name