Yeah it really... was bad... my other brother was killed but it wasn’t even close the same.

Fuck that

Over a girl

Fuck that

Im sorry man but fuck your brother

What a waste. Theres so much more after

What a fucking idiot

Really bad my brother really fucked up myself and my dad.... my dad won’t even talk about it

Weve all thought of killing ourselves but we all see what it would do to Mama.

Im sorry but your brothers a bitch. How could you do that to your mother? Fuck you man

And he made your parents feel like it was their fault. Fuck him man

Yeah it was over a girl her name was Nicollete and I wasn’t in ny at the time, but I knew people and had her beat up from afar just over Facebook... yeah it shattered my dad.. hurt me bad

And she wont think about it at all

Fuck him man. Your poor parents

No he didn’t do that, he never was a depressor like I’m a weird goth kid with no friends he was popular as fuck.... but as a parent you’d still think like... did I miss something etc... and me being a brother same thing too

I know what it does to parents

I've said 5-10 times on this board to talk about problems

Ive been beyond the Shadow Realm and i would never do that to my mother

A kid once argued with me when i said no matter your mental illness you're a bitch to kill yourself

People actually argued me on that

You're not allowed to kill yourself. Its the most selfish thing i can think of. The pain you put on the people that love you. Ugh. Unthinkable. I cant imagine dude. Hug your dad for me. That poor man. Tell him it's not his fault. I couldn't imagine that burden. Fuck your brother.

Doesn’t bother me anymore other than a few times a week I have shitty lucid dreams with him in it..


Sometimes the dreams are good sometimes not. But that shit was a long time ago... 2008... killed himself a month after he graduated.

My other brother dying we knew knew it only a matter of time... but my younger brother Danny... walk on garaunteed to Syracuse... I was the fuck up at community college. My girlfriend was the courtwarming queen fuck them for not nominating me. But regardless he was very popular tons of friends etc. It was mind blowing and fucked all of us up.

All that and your mad for not being Prom King. Fuck you too lmao

I’ve thought about killing my self a ton of times... I seem to slowingly doing it.

But I’ve thought about doing it a lot... and killing yourself is indeed the ultimate cop out... but it’s a conundrum it’s also the ultimate ballsy move

Lol nah I’m mad for not even being nominated for courtwarming king on the ballot my girl courtwarming queen went with the king... fuck that shit.

At least wait until your parents die first. Don't put them through that. And he's a bitch for not reaching out. Say what you want about me but i lay it all out honestly as wew all should

Don’t call my brother a bitch... it what I’ve said to my dad is that if I could click my fingers and bring him back the first thing I’d do is punch him in the face... and then I’d hug him and ask why.... unlike some other weirdos that have problems in school or are weird depressed people... or god knows like people who faked suicide for attention or cut themselves...

Nah he was none of that, he was popular as fuck in his school, quieter than I was but I was a big mouth for the most part....anyway yeah, came out of know where and hurt everyone deeply, my dad the most I think

Lmfao, blue smokes semen flavored Vape sticks, obv.

I have a big problem with it man.

I have a big problem with people that suffer in silence

I've been there and i broadcast it. It really bothers me.

Talk about a grind... until COVID Juul used to send me surveys once a month, $30 to take it... I shit you not it doesn’t do it anymore

It as legit too... only reason I just thought about it was dude said vape... I went into my room and my Juul vape thing plugs into my usb I phone charger.... that vape shit is nasty though