Hi @
Gina, I'm writing this with the hopes that you read all of it because I think you need to hear it. My post is a response to your post on the first page that started like this:
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Originally Posted by Gina
(Post 511628)
Super confused.....
It's cute you think there was some kind of competition.
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It's cute that you think you're entitled to such a fucked up response. You're extremely arrogant, look upon yourself high af because you're what? A wife, work and go to school and got a little bit of talent within poetry? Gtfo, a lot of people here is married, got work and write shit too. You're not pissed because of the way it works around here, you're pissed because you don't get the same special treatment people with mental diagnosis get in school. We treat you exactly the same as everyone else and that pisses you off. You're the guest here, not us and if you decide to leave because it doesn't cater to your Kim Kardashian-esque personality, or how YOU would like things to be done then it's a plus that you leave because you're detrimental to every fucking community you choose to be a part of.
Not only that, you go on to talk shit about Silver as if she raped your dog with a barbwired bat and slapped your down syndrome husband with a rubber duck that got a used condom pulled down its head. She's been nothing but nice to you yet you got the arrogance to go on and talk shit about her as if she's a walking joke. She's a human being too, she got her own ways of doing things but at least treat with her some sort of decency you self absorbed slut. She enjoys to write and you got no place to try to take that away from her just because you got a scholar ship and sit around in pretentious poetry circles sucking each other off.
You didn't come here to get better with writing or poetry, you came here to stroke your fucked up ego. You've also said you wanted to try out rap, I haven't seen you join AOWL or the NBL-league or written an open mic piece trying to use that format. You joined the safest way to ''dominate'' which is the poetry league. Imo that's fucking weak if your initial reason to sign up here was to try out the rap-inspired texts. It's cool that you participate but it's not cool that you act like you're some sort of godlike being that safely can go cry in a corner and piss on everyone else if your demands ain't met.
Even though you say the talent here is high you still got this lingering tone that you put yourself above the rest. Bitch, people here ain't all basement dwelling lowlives you can walk over with your shitty act. That shit might fly in other circles but around here we see you for what you are and you'll get treated as such. Gender don't mean shit and you won't be treated like a unicorn on the forums because you got a pussy and saggy tits.
As far as winning in life goes I might be worse than you when it comes to writing poetry, but at least I enjoy what I do and content with the fact that everyone is at their level and don't place myself higher because of it. I'm also looking forward to be published this fall, not a huge publication or anything like that but it's a collaboration project with other poets that gets published in book form and sold for charity. Da fuq have you done with your talent? And with that ''I have a husband, do poetry, go to school, I'm so much better shit'' - take a look at the pic I took a few mins ago on the sunroof from my workplace that perfectly depict what I feel:
http://i.imgur.com/TLkSaCp.jpg
Now suck it up, look forward to get better, learn how the culture around here works and be a part of people that enjoys being themselves that jokes around with no filter, or just keep to the leagues/tournaments and stop complaining about disc. Sign back in to the poetry league, AOWL or whatever and grow the fuck up.
If not; get the fuck out and never sign back in, nothing of value was lost anyways.
