Yeah it really... was bad... my other brother was killed but it wasn’t even close the same.

Fuck that

Over a girl

Fuck that

Im sorry man but fuck your brother

What a waste. Theres so much more after

What a fucking idiot

Really bad my brother really fucked up myself and my dad.... my dad won’t even talk about it

Weve all thought of killing ourselves but we all see what it would do to Mama.

Im sorry but your brothers a bitch. How could you do that to your mother? Fuck you man

And he made your parents feel like it was their fault. Fuck him man

Yeah it was over a girl her name was Nicollete and I wasn’t in ny at the time, but I knew people and had her beat up from afar just over Facebook... yeah it shattered my dad.. hurt me bad

And she wont think about it at all

Fuck him man. Your poor parents

No he didn’t do that, he never was a depressor like I’m a weird goth kid with no friends he was popular as fuck.... but as a parent you’d still think like... did I miss something etc... and me being a brother same thing too

I know what it does to parents

I've said 5-10 times on this board to talk about problems

Ive been beyond the Shadow Realm and i would never do that to my mother

A kid once argued with me when i said no matter your mental illness you're a bitch to kill yourself

People actually argued me on that

You're not allowed to kill yourself. Its the most selfish thing i can think of. The pain you put on the people that love you. Ugh. Unthinkable. I cant imagine dude. Hug your dad for me. That poor man. Tell him it's not his fault. I couldn't imagine that burden. Fuck your brother.

Doesn’t bother me anymore other than a few times a week I have shitty lucid dreams with him in it..


Sometimes the dreams are good sometimes not. But that shit was a long time ago... 2008... killed himself a month after he graduated.

My other brother dying we knew knew it only a matter of time... but my younger brother Danny... walk on garaunteed to Syracuse... I was the fuck up at community college. My girlfriend was the courtwarming queen fuck them for not nominating me. But regardless he was very popular tons of friends etc. It was mind blowing and fucked all of us up.

All that and your mad for not being Prom King. Fuck you too lmao

I’ve thought about killing my self a ton of times... I seem to slowingly doing it.

But I’ve thought about doing it a lot... and killing yourself is indeed the ultimate cop out... but it’s a conundrum it’s also the ultimate ballsy move

Lol nah I’m mad for not even being nominated for courtwarming king on the ballot my girl courtwarming queen went with the king... fuck that shit.

At least wait until your parents die first. Don't put them through that. And he's a bitch for not reaching out. Say what you want about me but i lay it all out honestly as wew all should

Don’t call my brother a bitch... it what I’ve said to my dad is that if I could click my fingers and bring him back the first thing I’d do is punch him in the face... and then I’d hug him and ask why.... unlike some other weirdos that have problems in school or are weird depressed people... or god knows like people who faked suicide for attention or cut themselves...

Nah he was none of that, he was popular as fuck in his school, quieter than I was but I was a big mouth for the most part....anyway yeah, came out of know where and hurt everyone deeply, my dad the most I think

Lmfao, blue smokes semen flavored Vape sticks, obv.

I have a big problem with it man.

I have a big problem with people that suffer in silence

I've been there and i broadcast it. It really bothers me.

Talk about a grind... until COVID Juul used to send me surveys once a month, $30 to take it... I shit you not it doesn’t do it anymore

It as legit too... only reason I just thought about it was dude said vape... I went into my room and my Juul vape thing plugs into my usb I phone charger.... that vape shit is nasty though

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GLeVlBca5lg

And I smoke wiff ciggawetts

That little fat boy was on.. uhh tosh.o and fucking boondocks... I like to do bad things...

Well the sad part about it was that little fat retarded niglet robbed a Uber driver at gun point and now is in prison... fun to do bad things

Yes I knew... I want to do hood rat stuff with my friend who smokes wiff ciggawettes..


Now good god, your think this is just a funny viral video.. his grandma got him on tosh . O and now he’s on prison for sticking a gun in an Uber drivers face... damn full circle

I made 50 grand off the pandemic. Ill send u some cash if u need it for real

Nigga I don’t need shit... pandemic didn’t slow my shit down I actually made a little move than I usually do people had to go physically in person to pain management places.....ain’t no rest for he wicked... by all means though send me as much as you want donations excepted

Well u let me know

And dont call me nigga i dont seek a hood pass and this isnt Chapelles Show

You could pay it forward to me. I’ve got the money to buy a new tooth.

About 4.5k cash which I need for my new toof.

I wouldn’t care if it was in the back but quite a few years ago the tooth on my left side the one next to the front 2 teeth got knocked out. So I just don’t smile much, but I never smiled much in the first place. I’ve got like 12 in cash 11 in bank account... a lot in credit but I’m so stingy I don’t even want to pay for it. I know I have to and I will... but it was better wearing the mask people didn’t see it.

I’m calling you a pussy talking outside of your lane

Nigger

Id pay 500 for a bronze tooth but it has to have a K on it

Thats a solid investment

You don’t have the money I have unless ya talking about the money ya family gives you or credit, so let’s jus stop it

I appreciate it though

Your wifes

gross

Lmaooooo. I miss you.

<3

So... The 6th is getting ever closer. Cant wait to see this shit lmfao. God i wanna see money hurt this kid i really do yo.

Anyway. Were getting there. And you folks here cant tell me there isnt a certain level of excotement and anticipation you have to see money just go in on a non pro fighter lmfao this is gonna be a shit show. I love it

Paul is gonna be way to slow to hit floyd. People his size who are way faster than paul cant evennhit the man. So hes finna rumble in the jungle the fuck out his ass and do like ali did foreman. Word

So I lost respect for this event when I heard there were no judges and it's just an 8 round exhibition with no winner declared unless there's a knockout. I wanted it to be a real boxing match with judges so in case it goes the distance Floyd can embarass him on the scorecard even though he didn't knock him out.

Im putting 100 on Paul. What a weird place boxing is in

I dont know if i like it or not yet

Exactly lol. Boxing is turning into midget wrestling lmao

You had respect in the first place? Lmao cmon man you're gonna watch like the rest of us