you are past your prime

whether you want to have kids or not is beside the point

whether you have aids is beside the point

go to jail, do your time, get out, get help, mentally.

you can't convince me you are making a good decision. it is a stupid decision, and no matter how you try and spin it you can't convince yourself either.

5 years from now when you are in a prison cell, and been there for 3 years you will be thinking, shit if i didnt run i could be getting out about now. but nope i've only done 3 years on my extended sentence of 10+ just so i could run state to state like a vagrant posting on netcees from public libraries

Rawn, I know this is going to sting, but Uh-Oh is absolutely right, bud. He could have worded his opinion a bit more eloquently, but he is spot on. Rectify this now before you destroy yourself and ruin everything you care about. This isn't about the police, or your interpretation of their job duties, or what you've accomplished at this point. This is about bad decisions with harsh consequences and your inability to confront it. I'm past the point of being judgmental because I honestly believe you don't need a friend right now, you need somebody to step in and tell you that what you are doing is irresponsible and self-destructive. You have lived a unique life, one of which not many folks on here will ever be able to relate to personally. A life that has brought you happiness and heartache. But in that happiness, the heartache is beginning to outweigh every great memory and will eventually destroy the life you have sought to make yours.

Please turn yourself in, take responsibility, once again as you did the previous 2 times, and get past this so you can move on with your life and into the next chapter, where you can look back and recognize that where you're at now is much more pleasant than the alternative.

I know you want to do the right thing here. I know you're worried, frightened even of what will happen when you turn yourself in. But I will tell you this, I will respect you so much more for this. Only scumbags and derelicts shirk their responsibilities and make excuses for avoiding them. You're not a scumbag. Or a derelict. You are so much better than this thread. Than your predicament. Turn yourself in. I'm praying for you, bud. No matter what, stay safe.

@uh-oh

firstly, i dont have aids

secondly, i dont think this is a good decision...

I'm sayin im stuck between a rock n hard place...but im going to push on the rock 4 a while, knowing it aint going to, regardless that hardplace still going to b a hardplace no matter what...

Call it self-deception, bad faith, stupidity, but whatever ... one thing is going to stay the same, one has a slight variability.

Either way, Im fucked...im just trying to enjoy what I can b4...and my quality of life, whether past my prime, or in it...is going to decline with time...so i'd rather have it now.

Man, lol. You should have talked to me BEFORE you crossed the red line. It's much easier to talk somebody off the ledge than to try and reason with them as they are plummeting to their death.

@BROKE LESNAR

i agree whole heartedly...

the problem is the variability of the outcome, although told 3-5, its not assured..

andi cant afford legal representation and the PDs, although some good ones, are paid out the same pocket as the DA..so i dont have much confidence in them providing ample representation when they are ultimately paid by the state who r trying to bam u uo.

There are resources to get a defense attorney pro bono, not a court-appointed attorney. At least in my state. I can research for you if you PM me. I can't promise anything bc of your prior convictions but hope is hope regardless how much is in abundance.

Turn yourself in. Do the time.

broke peep ya pms

but i looked into pro-bono defense..lawyers are supposed to do 2 a yr...but ill take ne help i can get.

Rawn I need to holler at u famo.

@Rawn MD , 3 years is light work tbh


you will prolly get out in two years . just get it over with.



you are acting like your facing life and shit. get it done man.

Lmao
White trash unite

GET $$$ FUCK BITCHES!!!!!!!!!

Stay safe, you're a good guy so I really hope this is the right decision for you

lmfao wtf

i been doing the every-other-week frequency on the board for a minute here, but every time i come on there is a more serious goodbye posted and more serious time pending.

that trend is just a small reflection the overarching (and compounding) problem here.

shit will just keep getting worse until you decide to (1) OWN IT, and (2) CHANGE.

its really that simple... it's not just the law, it's life dude.


you know there's no lack of love from my side pawtna. but classic songs on a broken record are the hardest to listen to and easiest to hate on...

i DO wish you the best, but any decision to ride a downward spiral longer just brings you closer to the floor.


The sooner you own it, the sooner you can change, the sooner you can write a book. Sure, they've been done a million times... why? because they haven't stopped selling. in 3 years you can still be young enough to connect with the audience as you do 'D.A.R.E.' speeches and book tours, and sell more books.

or you can run - and never sell a book (less you give yourself away), only to watch netcees.co co-author your story on the pen-name Rawn M.D.

Your choice, sir -- get rich, or get caught eventually :)

Ight broski. Im not here to judge.

Wish you the best.

Godspeed

Netcees will be around when you get out of Prison

my thoughts exactly

gone

arent you supposed to be on a ship in antarctica

Correction

In the middle of gulf of mexico

Off n on wifi

Were anchored down so I have a connection..sometimes

I work like 12hrs a day so im usually too exhausted to browse..so I sneak up to comm tower n steal wifi to browse nc like a g

Holler my nigs

Ive attained legal councel by the lawyer who represented me originally...

and we all greatly under estimated the duration of time i would have spent inside

GREATLY

thank god i didnt turn myself in yet.