Lol they call it "cheese side" but I'm essentially throwing the finishing touches on the pizza. Anything that goes under the cheese, one person does. Then I take over and finish it. It was actually pretty cake. I'm not saying I'm ready for Friday night, but it definitely went better than I thought.

And .50 raises don't happen all the time at most jobs. It's policy at my store. They have to, really. You hire someone on at shit wages, make them earn a two dollar raise by learning every position in the kitchen. I got an unfair advantage tho. I'm at an increased wage already from having been there a long time already. So once I get this, I night actually get more hours and more money.

Nah tablet's retarded. And I don't give a fuck to proof read everything anymore.

Lol, what?

SO if you are at the cap, what is next? Management position, I'm assuming?

these are good things to do.

Congrats
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1300 extra a year isnt a bad increase for such a small change in duties. Well done.

Ok....Fin:

you got this spot. Good. What else are you going to do to ride this momentum? Are you still smoking herb and drinking alot of energy drinks?

what is your sleep like?

lmao real talk, Finny not even the best pizzeria worker we got on this site

@BodySnatcher come get your mans

Went to the Care clinic today. Got prescribed lexipro for depression, a sleep aid, and a quick release anxiety pill. I gotta call to get the scrip filled, but that's all tomorrow. Tonight I'm at work doing dough. So that means I can just listen to music all night while I'm working and that will be nice.

Later tonight I'm going to the midnight premiere of INFINITY WAR.

TODAY IS GOOD.

please don't abuse your meds.

There are better options then medications man... All those medications will do is suck the remaining life out of you till you eventually turn to heroin, OD and become a statistic man.

Eating better helps.
The gym helps.
Solid 8+ hours of sleep helps.

Idk man, I don't think medications always the answer. BIG PHARMA is killing us off and most don't realize it.

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whatever this man tells you, always do the opposite.

Yea uh finny I’m not one to agree with diode but true stuff never listen to amen

LMAO... Nah, I keep having to explain this to people anyways. I hear horror stories all the time about medications. I have no idea how I'd feel with them completed to how I feel now. If I can at least get a base of comparison then I can make an educated opinion. Until then, the way I feel is just the way I've always felt. Let me get a good solid 2 months of feeling "regulated" and I'll go from there.


And Chris, I've stayed away from hard drugs my whole life. Only ever smoked weed, drank, and did shrooms. I have no desire to be "pilled out". I've seen what that does to people. I don't want to have dead eyes like those people.

its true tho changing my diet killed off my anxiety and helped my mood a lot

or maybe that was just moving to somewhere dope and away from the black hole i was born in

Either works as well as a ton of other stuff

Don’t take the pills finny

Changing my diet changed my life, but I am also going to be on medication for the rest of my life.

Some people genuinely need it. Others just need to change how they live. I need both.

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i don't want to be the don't take the meds guy but i think its PHOOEY pseudo science

like you i went to a government run type center back when i was at rock bottom, basically within talking with a therapist/psychologist whatever for an introductory session they threw me on lexapro and some blood pressure shit. i don't think they wanted to give me anxiety meds because i was honest and said i smoke weed and drink to get fucked up? but the blood pressure pills were supposed to curb the anxiety, but yea they hit me with the diagnosis of severe depression and social anxiety

i was like ok whatever, and tried their regimen for awhile. it did literally nothing. they doubled my dosage of lexapro and it still did nothing, i went in again and they were going to double it again and put me on something else. i stopped going.

then i came to the realization i was depressed because i was a bum with no job who did fuck all. my social anxiety is just me not fucking with people. this contributed to my depression because i was trying to pretend like i enjoyed others company

it is literally all in your head. anyone who has benefitted from psych meds or whatever you call this stuff, mental health pills whatever, bought in. i didn't buy in. they did nothing. im placebo proof. there is no way for them to gauge if you have a chemical imbalance, it is literal malarkey. you feel better by feeling better.

i did everything they didn't want me to, but i wanted to. isolated. got FOLDED on the reg. played video games, disassociated women from being people to being objects that extort cum from my genitals and sociopathically only treat them like people to meet that end.

but the main thing was securing employment that is somewhat meaningful and having people rely on me. a man needs purpose. not only taking care of my pops but having a job where if im not there everything goes to shit. but word

i basically willed myself into happiness in the bleak hell hole that boof escaped from.

if you ruminate in thoughts of misery you will be miserable. be happy

if medication can do that for you godspeed. im not trying to deter you if you think it will help

for all i know they didn't do shit because i wasn't actually depressed?