I don't mind grinding tbh, though it's also a necessity at this point since I'm still in debt (will be out of it end of this year though). I also enjoy my job.

I find I manage my time better when I'm busy, but when I've worked less in the past I end up wasting a lot of time getting high and jerking off, literally and metaphorically. I travel to 1-2 new countries every year, indulge in my interests and hobbies, and I work a lot. Plus, being busy helps distract me from my various neuroses and existential crises, so that helps.

Confront the quiet silence......where the acceptance of our slow death can be found.