He's one of the things I thought about. To answer v's question though. I've thought about lots of things.

Not gonna incriminate myself and say what, but I've been thinking about doing things to other people as well as myself. Now that's it's available It's very easy and it scares me.

Please call me phil. For real.

It was a lighthearted joke refrencing a 90s flick staring sean connery and your sea fearing past. No need to be a dick

i hear you BW

dont shoot yourself and don't rob anybody/establishments

i know the reference. this isn't a joke though. no need to be a dick is the perfect thing for you suggest to me, as i take your particular response as though it comes from a dick's perspective.


misunderstanding is the heart of conflict...so i have no grudge with you, but i'm not really feeling that funny or sarcastic shit right now. if that's how you're naturally gonna respond, then don't.

Well don't own one if you're gonna be weird about it.

@Phil I'd also recommend u don't get drunk around it until you're used to it

loool wtf at a grown man begging another grown man to call him...

He has done this to everyone. Some, have actually called him though.

The good thing here is that you are actually talking about it. People who dwell on those thoughts and are unwilling to talk about them are the ones who stand the least chance of coming to terms with their real selves.

The mind does weird things, real talk. Ever heard of mothers that get postpartum despression? Their mind will think up some crazy shit about hurting their own child, even though they never would.

Sounds like having the gun has your mind racing, most people want a gun to keep their mind at ease... having a gun makes you more nervous. There is nothing odd about how you're feeling. I respect you more for how you feel than I do these faggots riding around with loaded guns pretending they are in some action/gangsta movie.

this is why I say don't name guns and don't run around flashing them and shit, guns are to be treated with safety and respect. Don't be that cat to end a nigga or yourself on some accidental shit, ya feel?

Stay up, Phil. Props on being real with us about it bro.

:(

I was kidding with the picture, Phil. Be cool, man.

word man...thanks for this

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Just trying to help him. I deal with this on almost a daily basis. folks sometimes just need someone to talk to. If he chooses the board and that works then all is good.

Oh and I don't recommended drinking if you are feeling this way as it will only exacerbate what you wish to alleviate.

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but yo Phil. be the rock.

you cant be moved.

smell what the rock is cooking.

Bro, its not that serious...
Barring you may have military affiliation..there's a lot of guns in circulation.
You're a grown man at the end of the day.
We all have urges.
Contain them.

Stoicism. Embrace it.

Kill Veritas with it

Uhhh no?

If you have 'urges' get rid of the fucking weapon.

shoot @Dancake in his motherfucking gay ass inspired by jay cutler haircut