Muff, you still have much to learn about yourself and about pussy in general tbh. I wish you the best of luck in that journey.

The fact is that deep inside, you know chubby muff wouldn't be getting the pussy. AND chubby Muff is way more closer to the real you. Pussy is like the flu, if youre in the right place at the right time, you can always get it. If you're 40, there are 19 year old chicks out there with daddy issues who will put more pussy on you than your soul can deal with. If you're blacker than Wesley Snipes snorkeling in an Exxon spill, there's tons of white chicks with racist dads who want to fuck you to sleep. That's what it's like bruh when you deal with bitches who fuck you for what you are more than for who you are. Eventually that shit wears on you, trust.

Dudes who fuck married bitches or who fuck other dudes girls in general, think the pussy is so great simply because the girls are so into the thrill of doing something they know they shouldn't do, so they fuck like crazy. So, yeah...the shit might seem good, but you are sharing pussy with some other nigga, usually several other niggas. Then there's beefing with baby dads, getting treated for std's and all the drama that comes with that.

plus, if you were anything special to her, you'd be the only dude.

or she'd be willing to drop the meth pipe for u.

Real shit/

/Thread - in regards to pussy.

Let's continue on the El Patron Muffin topic, it's funny.

Nah @Batty there's a story there about why me n joie split

I'm partly to blame . she hates me to this day for it n actually blames the binger she went on just prior to our split on me. But I refuse to accept responsibility for a relapse

I wasn't perfect . she went through my phone n lost it . wasn't cheating on her but I mind as well have been

To this day she holds that shit against me.

Says she never will trust a man again .

But I swear what she found was light .. But it definitely wasn't healthy

I actually had to fix that problem it was a skeleton that I had to confront

This is one of those you had to be there NC threads. I ignored it cuz it was already at 1447 pages and didnt wamt to read it all.

But i feel like i missed out.

Yes sir .

Yknow I tell all even when it paints me occasionally in a light that's susceptible to getting roasted but its whstever

You are further now than ever from who you are. Return to the path.

This is not good.

Stop it.

Please.

Session over.

Path of being fat af n getting no ass

Nah b I'm good

I love myself whereas I was insecure at one point

But I hear u

Anyways I can't if I wanted to

Maybe one day soon but I can't just be like IM DONE

I'd be dead if I ghosted . believe it or not .

Well... that's not true . I'm not sure but id have the hounds on me

You actually sound more insecure now if I am being honest

Pshhh no

Maybe to a certain extent (aren't we all a LITTLE) but not as bad as I once was

I'm content n happy with who I've become n not based on what I do but where I'm at psychologically

Confidence etcetc . my family back home even percieves as much and says I'm a far cry from who I once was . Whereas I didn't have much drive or ambition back then . and I struggled with addiction . depression

My activities have nothing to do w/ it either . it was moving out here n the new lease on life that got me going

Lol n you say I should return to the way I was dude ? Dreading waking up ? Logging on ncs high off my ass to the point I didn't sleep many nights and thinking everyone's out to get me? Working offshore just to get home n blow my money on drugs n have nothing to show for it? Being a recluse? Fat? No bitches? Barely any friends? FUCK THST

Noooope

This session is over I'm walking tf out xD

Muffin keep it 100.

I am more than willing to agree that I am all for the advancement of EVERY member of this board.

I also agree that you and I have always been cool.

I disagree that selling drugs which hurt others and also provides a likelihood of you going to prison is a way of character growth.

Fair?

lmfaoo legit nc be calling me when I just be trynna listen to a book and work lol

Bruh I get weight on the front

So I said I'd be dead but then retracted n was like idk but ppl would be on my ass

Truth

Can't say for certain ID DIE

LMFAO stop it im trying to finish something work.

Its weed man

Chill

4 #s each batch. Like I said very early on

So that's paper that's owed

I'm only like a # into it

Not trying to summon u once again I'm being real

Lol u fucking twisting n turning . the demon is being awakened xD
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No more all cap dispatches c'mon bro.

Everyone watch out for record online - Oklahoma. Drug sweep coming soon with Muff mug shot of bathroom selfie will be posted.

Stop typing nigga LOL, jesus LOLLLL

Out here they paying niggas 10 racks to snitch dealers out LOL... Broke niggas hitting lottery lately lol... Just seen 2 major sweeps across counties bro 40+ arrest each sweep. I keep telling you to chill. We get it, you are the pablo escobar of your shit hole wooded town. WE GET IT.

Yeah I got every thing in one place *sarcasm* tryyy a bunch

Trust me they do a sweep .. Umm only gonna find what I have on me

N I have my card?

I can carry a zip in my vehicle bro

I'm good